The obituary notice of Pauline Anne ACKERS

Cant believe its been 2 years without you Mum. My heart is still broken into a million pieces and I would give anything to have one last chat with you and see your little face again. Its been a long and hard 2 years without you and I miss you like mad. It still doesn't feel real sometimes, and I still listen to your voice on my phone and wish I could have just one more day with you to say the things I never got to say that day. The pain of one minute waiting to bring you home, to you taking your last breath instead still hurts so much, it was such a shock. That day will stay with me forever and although your free from pain I still wish you were here with me. We didn't realise how much you went through over the years and how much you suffered so that's the only thing that gets me through this is knowing that your now at peace surrounded by your Mum,Dad & Aunty Angela. Watch over us Mum and protect me till am back with you. I will never get over loosing you so sudden and not having the chance to say the things I needed to say to you. So keep dancing up there with your brandy and a ciggy. Love and Miss you so much my little Mum. Your little blue eye Angie Nyt Nyt XXX

Missing you so much today Mum :( Cant believe its nearly 2 years ago that you left me. I Missed celebrating your special 80th Birthday in March and it was even harder as I also lost my little Dolly, on ur special birthday :( My little diva dog who followed me around everywhere :(

But i no she will be up there with you getting lots of belly tickles and you spoiling her rotten. You always said you would love a little dog so now you have my little Dolly for your special 80th Birthday. There was a reason she left us on that date and that was to be with you on your special day, so look after my little Dolly for me Mum till i can get up there to be with you's. Miss you both so so much it hurts like mad. Night night my little Mum XXXX

Happy heavenly 80th Birthday Mum. 💔😇🪽 I Cant believe your not here for us to celebrate your special birthday😢 You should be here getting spoilt rotten just like you would of wanted saying I hope you got me brandy 😄
I would give up everything in a heart beat to have you here today. Still doesnt feel real, cant believe its been nearly 2 years that you left me 💔 an that day will stay with me till am back with my little Mum 💜The worst day of my life was that Saturday. Talking to you one minute an seconds later you were gone💔. Why Mum 💔. I still cant get my head around it. I love an miss you so Much. I hope your having a brandy🥃 an a ciggy 🚬 dancing your little legs off to your favourite song “Simply the best “. And you were simply the best. Till we meet again watch over me my little Mum 💜💔💜💔💜💔💜💔. XXX

Still missing you like crazy Mum.... the pain doesn't get any easier. Every single day your in my thoughts and i just wish i could speak to you one more time. If Bear is with you look after him for Toni and the kids. Love and miss you so much little Mum XXX Goodnight Mum Till we meet again