This morning I whispered your name, told you how much you were missed, said "I love you Jue" as I do every day, nothing came back, it never does, I know if you were out there, you would be in touch. And so I resign myself to the fact, I've lost you forever, and it hurts, but at least you let me share your life and we made some special memories, for that I will always be grateful. I loved you with a passion and can honestly say it was always you, I look at our kids and grandchildren and just smile, its a smile filled with sadness, but its a smile and that's all that matters, love you so much Jue and wish I could share your arms one last time. Merry Christmas Jue, love you forever xxx heartbroken!
Mark Anthony Dawson
22/12/2025
