Where do I start today Dad, list beyond belief.
I wake up and it hits me that you have gone, to be with Mam and I'm consumed with grief. Dad I wish I knew why you had to go, and leave me behind, I guess only God would know. I never got to say goodbye and hold you just one last time, I know that Mam has got you, your free from pain and suffering, now your free to walk, no wheelchair holding you back this how I see you now, like when we where kids. Dad you where a super hero to me, so strong and happy I really hope that you are the same up in heaven.
Since you have gone, I see people that knew you and there bursting to tell me all the happy memories they have of you, that bring a smile to my face amongst the tears I carnt seem to stop.
I wish I could say all this to you Dad and that you could see how much everyone loved you.
I'm in my garden thinking of you, hiw much you loved your garden so I will make mine nice for you, please come down and visit me, you and my little Mam, leave a sign so we know you have been, until I am with you both again.
I could sit and write to you both all day, spilling out my heart, but I will leave it for now Dad sealed with a kiss and my brocken heart 💔 xxx love you
Robert Holdsworth
20/06/2025