Three years Gramps…💔
Memories of years ago haunts me.. The memory of knowing something isn’t right, I just knew in my heart because it became heavy..
I tried to ring you… no answer. moments later mum & dad met me to tell me you were gone. My whole world shattered, I screamed from the pain. I can still hear the screams…
I wasn’t ready to say goodbye.
I can never say goodbye.
The days leading up I rang you every other day. Each day you always made me laugh and thrown me off when you told me your thoughts of dying.
In our last ever phone call, you kept telling me I was your favourite and I said you were mine, always have and will be. Your final goodbye to me was “have a nice life Charlie”. It still haunts me….
But since then I lived by your words. So many great things happened with me that I wished we can chat about.
I know you are proud of me. Like I am proud to of had you.
I miss what we had. Our relationship was truly special. I miss our laughter and our unfiltered conversations for hours and hours.
Until we meet again, in a place where I would finally like a cup of tea.
But until then… I will continue to make you proud and live a happy life.
Gramps, I loved you so much.
Your favourite,
My favourite, forever.
🤍🤍🤍
Charlie-Anne
20/01/2025
