The obituary notice of Barrie LINCOLN

Bar
It's just one of those days where i wish
i could hold you tight and hear your
laughter again...
~ ~
My sweet boy, i will honour your memory
every single day.
You are missed beyond words,
and you live forever in my heart.
~ ~
Son, Days will pass and as do the Years,
but i will always remember you with silent tears.
~ ~
Desiderabo te per totam vitam meam.

Love as always
Mum
xxxxxx

Today I felt a tear run down my cheek,
I tried rubbing it away,
but then more tears came down.
It's so hard to control the heartache
of losing a child.
~ ~
The death of a Son,
It's like losing your breath
and never catching it again,
It's a forever panic attack
as your soul is screaming for them.
It's feeling your heart dying as you
continue to lose your mind.
~ ~
To lose my child was the hardest thing
I ever had to live through.
People may think i am strong,
but the smile they see on the outside
is only the sadness turned upside down.
This is hard, Yes this is hard.
~ ~ ~ ~
Miss you Bar
Love Mum
xxxxxx

On this yet another
Fathers Day without you Bar,
so silent, so still
the hours pass by and knowing
all the while it always will.
So we visit you at your resting place,
no laughter or fun just tears down our face.
Missing you so much especially today
Love as Always
Mum and Dad
xxxxxx

Sometimes you just have to stay silent
because no words can explain what is
going on in your mind and heart.
~ ~
Language does not yet have a word
strong enough to describe the excruiating
pain of losing someone you love.
~ ~ ~ ~
Love Mum
xxxxxx

The hardest part
of missing you is that,
I can't stop my mind from
thinking about all the things
You would be doing if you
were here right now.
I miss you.
~ ~
The Day I lost you
I also lost me
I've been trying to find
myself again but it's hard.
It's hard because you were
such a huge part of my life,
Not having you here is so painful,
I’m just not me anymore.
~ ~
I'll Never, ever get over
Losing you.
~ ~ ~ ~
Love Mum
xxxxxx