The obituary notice of Beryl Elizabeth LODGE

Hi Mum, sending you the biggest of hugs and love and star twinkling kisses.....I will never stop loving you, I'll never stop speaking to you, I'll never stop thinking about when I can be with you again.....with everyone again like a big happy full of love family again, with all our family pets and much loved human family......the ones i love and have always loved so much than life itself.
I know I am late wishing you a happy birthday dad and I really did want to send my wishes on the day but it hurts so much you not being with me I can never write the birthday wishes on the same day......I did say it out loud and sang happy birthday on the 30th April though. Then each time I was going to send this I just couldn't find the right head space to write it!! I am here though now dad, I hope you raised your glass of whiskey before every drink. Dad be there please and save a seat for me next to you. If the world was filled with Douglas Lodge's the what a paradise it would be. A big happy birthday hug and kisses. Look after each other and keep a safe and loving eye on my little family of humans and pets who help me survive each day. LOVE YOU and LOVE YOU ALL. 💖💐💕🎈🐶🐱🐎🐇🐹🐀🐢🐭🦛🧁🎂🍾🥃🥃🎁🕯💖🥰😍😘 Jane xXxXxXxXx

Hey Mum, Auntie Betty and Grandma (as per normal a day after the event because it is way too painful on the day).A BIG MASSIVE HUMONGOUS GIGANTIC HAPPY MOTHERS DAY TO THE 3 MOST IMPORTANT WOMEN IN THE UNIVERSE. Mum...you are stil and will always be the only person worthy of that title "mum" oh to just be able to ring you and say Mum, to just walk through the door and shout Mum an obvious way of saying I canni cope without my mum!!!! I still ask your opinion, I still ask for your help and I still say I love you and goodnight every single night 🌙 ⭐️ I miss you so much it is crippling. You are my mum. The one and only Beryl Lodge.....Mum mum mum thank you for being MY mum 🌹⚘️🌷💐🌻🌼💖🫶🏻🧡💕 And my Auntie Betty, oh Auntity Betty i could never not wish you a Happy Mothers Day...you were not just my Auntie Betty but my amazing Auntie Betty, my mum in all but name and birth. I am who i am thanks to the 2 strongest women in my life MY Mum and Auntie Betty ♥️❤️♥️❤️ I will never be happy until I am with you both again "mum", "Auntie Betty" I will never stop shouting it out!!!! And my Grandma. I didn't know you for very long but I know you were a very loved, strong and important woman and mum to ny Auntie Betty and my mum....so you too are the best mum. Thank you all, then, now and forever allowing me to be part of your lives as a daughter, niece and granddaughter....love you more than words can express xXxXxXxXx and to all our pets, be happy, be loved and look after each other xxxxxxxxx💕🧡🌹⚘️🌷💐🌻🌼🫶🏻🐕🐶🐈🐈‍⬛🐱🐇🐇🐁🐁🐖🦛🐢🐟🐠🐴 Jane x

Mum, i am so sorry for the lateness this year, Ella and I have flu and pneumonia and really are not well.......we managed some sort of quiet, quaint Christmas where only Nathan ate anything and Ella fell asleep and I just managed to surface eventually.....what a year!!! I am here now though to wish the most loved and important people, my Mum, my Dad, my Auntie Betty, my Uncle Norman and my Grandma plus all the amazing pets a Merry Christmas 🎅 🎄 ❤️ 🙏 🎁🌟🌠💐🐾🐈🐕🐴🐇🐹🐭🐖🐠🐡🐢 and wish you had all been in my gifts this year, I wish that daily though......I love you so so so much and miss you all more as every day goes on. Look after each other and please keep me a place warm and waiting in-between you all. Love you all, hugs to you all, kisses to you all and let it snow, let it snow, let it snow ☃️☃️☃️ ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Hello to all my brightest star🌟s humans and my owners🐾 in the sky ✨️ all I have to do is look into that night sky and I see you all watching over me and I feel safe ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ Auntie Betty, it is 18years.....18 (lots of swear words) years!!!!! How??? This is not fair, you should never have had to go although you and uncle Norman were meant to be together 💖😊🥰 It just never gets any easier to try and accept you not being there and currently it is getting more difficult to even attempt it. I didn't just love you, you were my Auntie Betty 💚🌹and I worshipped you, you helped me with so much, you taught me so much, but most of all you loved me and you held me tight when I was hurt. I could never have wished for a better Auntie, you are kept alive every single day because something always happens that is just so Auntie Betty related and I'll make sure you are never let go. Another star has joined yous all this year, I am sure Auntie Glenis and yourself have plenty to catch up. Please explain to her that I just could not face that dreadful place again but I said a silent goodbye. Auntie Betty we all have this awful flu please keep shining bright on us and protect us 🤗🤗🤗 and of course on our ickle man George who has so many of your traits it is unbelievable.......😉☺️😃 I LOVE YOU, I MISS YOU I just want to be with you all. Please give everyone and every pet a great big snuggly, hugely kiss from me. I bet candy, message and Zoe love having you and uncle Norman to go on heavenly walks with. Look after each other and I'll see you soon Jane XxxxxxxxX 🥰🥰🥰🥰🌹🌹🌹🌹🐾🐾🐾🐾🌟🌟🌟🌟🤗🤗🤗🤗🌠🌠🌠🌠💐💐💐💐🌻🌻🌻🌻❤️❤️❤️❤️ the hearts just go on and on ❤️❤️❤️❤️

Happy Birthday ❤️ 🎂 🥳 🎉 🎈 🎁 🎊 ❤️ to my Mum, the best, the most amazing woman ever ❤️ (I know it is late mum, but I'm sure you understand how difficult I still find it being without you, being without you all). You always loved your birthday, you were like a child waiting to see what you had been given, but pretending like it didnt matter 😊.......(all your quirks are just one of the many things I miss 😢). Mum, I'm going to imagine that you had a great day with all our family, with dad, Auntie Betty, uncle Norman and my grandma.........and not forgetting every single furbaby, finbaby and shellbaby that you are all looking after ❤️🐾🐾🐕🐶🐕‍🦺🐈🐈‍⬛🐱🐴🐻🐭🐷🐇🐰🐹🐁🐢🐟🐠🐾🐾❤️ I am betting that you had a great time at the seaside?? 😁⛵️🐚🌊🦭⛱️💡🏠🌞☀️🫖☕️🍺🐟🍟🍨🍩🍦 wishing I was there and more so wishing you were here 💝 I LOVE YOU MUM 💝 Night night and sweet dreams to you and our family of 👴🏻👵 and 🐾 big birthday and every day hugs, we love you, Jane and Dhylis 🐈‍⬛💕💕💕💕💕💕💕❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️xxxxxxxxxxx