hi daddy. i miss you, i'm sorry you didn't get to see me recover or sober up. i shouldve been better, i miss you so much. this is eating me alive and i'm writting this because i cannot message you. i feel sick losing you. i want to die, i tried to end my life the other week which landed me in hospital for over a week because i wanted to be with you. i want to be with you but i know you'd prefer me sobering up and recovering. i will fight this mental illness and addiction, i will recover, i will be better as i couldn't be when you were alive. i will do better, i miss you. oh lord i miss you. i love you more than life itself, why did you have to die. i am so angry but i love you why couldn't you of gone to the hospital and accepted help. WHY, why, why, why, why, couldn't you, why. please come back to me.
Sienna Reynolds
13/05/2025