The obituary notice of Robert Andrew SMART

My Dear Andrew,

Today should have been special, a day that we should have celebrated together - your 60th Birthday.

I miss you so much. As time goes on, I miss you more. I will never stop loving you.

You were my Soulmate, my life .......... my everything - then you were cruelly taken from me. This isnt how life should have been.

You were an absolute Angel - I suppose thats why they took you - but it hurts, it hurts a lot my Darling.

I hope you are at peace with your Mum and Dad x x x x x

I will always love you My Darling Andrew.

You were so special, and so much loved. I thought we were going to spend the rest of our lives together.

Why were you so cruelly taken from me ?

I think about you a lot and so wish you were here with me still.

You truly were 'The Best'

With Love Yvonne x x x

My Darling Andrew,
This is such an awful time of year. Its a time for families, and I so badly want you here with me. I am finding it very difficult to put up a tree and decorations, though know I have to for Katrina - but I really dont want to. I keep making excuses, it is so hard. Christmas is a time for celebrating, and I dont feel like that at all - I cant even write cards this year because if I cant put your name on them, then I'm not going to write them at all. I haven't made any arrangements because I dont want anyone here and I dont want to go anywhere else either, I just want christmas over and done with. I miss you so much. I still cant bear the thought of you being in that grave, and I dont want to visit it - please forgive me, it doesnt mean I dont love you or am not thinking about you. I think about you all the time. It still upsets me when I think about your burial, I dont want to remember your day like that. I love you so much

My Darling Andrew,

I miss you so much, this really hurts.As one day goes into another, it just gets harder and harder. You were such a very special man, no one could ever compare to you. You were my absolute life, the only person ever that I could trust one hundred percent, the only person I have ever felt completeley safe and comfortable with. I dont know how to live without you, I still want you, and I need you. The house is so empty and cold without you. Andrew and Katrina miss you an awful lot too.Marie brought me flowers on Wednesday - they are the first flowers I've had since you sent me those gorgeous flowers for our Anniversary. They are so lovely.That meant so much to me, knowing that someone cared. They made me cry. They reminded me so much of you. Please dont be cross with me for not coming to the grave as often as I should, but I find that so so hard at the moment. I long for you to put your arms around me, I miss your cuddlles so much.
I Love you very very much and always will, Love Yvonne xx

My Darling Andrew, I wish I'd found this site earlier, because I would have written to you so much more. I cant begin to tell you how much I miss you, it hurts so much. I thought we were going to spend "forever" together. The long dark lonely evenings are horrible and I am finding going to bed without you, very very hard. You were always such a gentleman, and so affectionate, and I miss your cuddles so very much. I dont know how to live without you, you were my life, you were everything to me. You loved me totally and unconditionally, you were my soul mate and my guardian angel. I want you so much still, I need you. Every day I kiss your photo on our kitchen sill, and every day I hope youre looking down and know how much you meant to me. You were a wonderful husband, an exceptional gentleman and a brilliant Dad. I love you so very very much . With all my love now and forever, Yvonne x x x